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Friday, February 13, 2009


Okay so my mom just left here and now I feel like Shit! I never take time for just me and now that I'm feeling over extended into so many things I've decided that I need to give up some of my jobs! Every other Sunday I clean for my Great Aunt and Uncle! Lately it's just becoming a hassle! So I told my mom when she was here that I just don't have time to keep up with my house and my aunt's. Now I feel like a big pile of poop! I guess I'm supposed to just continue doing this because it's family! Yes I get paid but I also get paid a lot more to take care of other people kids in my home which needs to be clean! Once I'm done cleaning my own home I'd really like to be able to relax! The last couple of weekends we haven't been home. This weekend is much the same way! Why is it that mothers are always saying you really should take time for you and your family but they don't mean it! I'm just so angry and frustrated right now! I just had to vent this!
Oh and the greatest part of today is that Ryan invited our friend Jennifer over for dinner! Yeah we don't have anything here to eat! So I guess once I hurry and clean the house then I'll run to the store so I can make a fabulous dinner! Oh Joy!

Monday, February 9, 2009

2009 update!

I guess I'm not very good at this blog business since I don't seem to be writing much! I guess so far 2009 has been okay! We have some short term goals for the year and a few long term ones! We've done our taxes and I'm happy to report that my daycare business broke even and really had no effect on our tax return. We are getting money back from the federal government but we owe Oregon a small amount! The rest goes into the back until Ryan gets his bonus in March and we can decided which credit cards get payed off!

Molly turned 5 on the 26th of January! I can't believe she's that old! She's such a smart girl! Michael turned 3 on February 7th! He's almost potty trained. The only time he's wearing diapers is at night! He's so proud of himself!

We have also recently made a very hard decision to not have anymore kids! I haven't been feeling well lately and have been somewhat depressed and I came to the conclusion that it was due to my IUD. So I told Ryan I wanted to have it removed but that he first has to get a vasectomy! So he'll be calling this week to set up that appointment! He's very much on board with this decision. He promised me before we ever got married that if we had kids that he would be the one to get "fixed" when the time came! What a brave and wonderful gift to me!

Ryan and I will be going to our first Parenting class tonight! I'm scared to go. That's how I am in new situations. Ryan doesn't think he needs to go but I think it will be good for us to get on the same page discipline wise. I'm hoping this we strengthen us as parents and also in our marriage!

I have a lot of other exciting things that I would like to share but I worry that if I share them now it may jinx what we are hoping to have happen!